Day 333/365: Envious

I am not a jealous person, but there are some days I feel envious of my business partner. She has this unflinching commitment to getting people to identify their story–and to be honest, she’s good at it.

I’m not envious of her skill set. We all have things we’re gifted in. But I feel envious that she seems to have found her purpose. Like her exact purpose.

Now I know I am on my way, and I know things come in good time, but I’d like to be as clearcut about my purpose as she is about hers. I feel like I’ve been on this quest forever.

And maybe it’s about preparedness, right? Like all these opportunities are way makers that are leading me directly to my path. It’s either that or I’m on my path, like it’s literally right in front of me, and I just can’t see it because it’s not what I envisioned it to be.

Oh this whole process of becoming. Isn’t it great?

It does help to examine it though and try to see it for what it is vs. what I want it to be.

I’m sure as this year progresses, I will find my way, and I feel like I will definitely know it when I see it. Until then, I will just imagine that I am like a Jedi in training … waiting to use the force.

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