Day 325/365: Unsettled

For the past couple of weeks my stomach–and I, myself–feel unsettled. It feels like part nervous excitement and part anxiety.

I have been anxiously awaiting something to happen in my life–something big, complete with an ah-HA! attached to it so I would know that this was the pivotal moment when my life would be forever changed.

Sounds ridiculous, huh? But that’s what I’ve been waiting for, for what seems like my whole life. Like where is that moment? When you feel like things will be never be the same, but in a good way.

But I just seem to be waiting, like actually sitting here waiting for something magical to happen.

So as far as I can tell, it’s about creating that magic vs. just stepping in it.

But I’m still not sure how to go about generating that magic. Maybe it starts with a small spark of inspiration. And from there a flame grows and it builds into an all-out roaring fire.

I just need that spark, that one idea, that one brilliant idea to get it started so it can fully blossom.

Danielle Laporte’s The Desire Map may prove helpful, but ultimately, it’s up to me.

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