I have not felt like blogging over the past two days, and I think it’s because I feel dispirited.
Although I feel excited about possibilities that loom on the horizon, this holiday season has me feeling a bit less enthusiastic.
The holidays really don’t feel as special as they used to when my mom was living. She really made those holidays and she had such a wonderful way of bringing family together.
Now with her gone, I don’t look forward to the holidays. They seem to have lost their luster and specialness.
I’m sure this is a temporary feeling and I expect that during one of these upcoming holidays the magic will return.
Until that time however, I’ll just honor the fact that it has changed for me and that’s okay.