I have been busting my ass all year, and I have plenty of stamina. But I feel terribly unmotivated lately, and it may be related to burnout.
I’d love to be able to just take two or three weeks off in a row and just veg and regroup. I have not had a real vacation in forever. All I do is juggle jobs and I’m just getting tired.
This makes me start thinking about how I’d like next year to be–and feel–very different.
I feel like all this juggling of jobs is a means to an end right now, but it’s not sustainable.
So I have to start deciding what my goals are for 2018 and a plan to execute. Now whatever happens as we go, I can’t worry about. I just needed a plan so I can put in work to get me there. The rest will take care of itself.
But first I definitely need to carve out some serious self-care time. I am loooong overdue.