I’ve been sitting here for quite some time staring at the blinking cursor on the screen. Taunting me as I go over and over in my mind, the question of the day: How are you feeling? Usually words spring to mind that capture it exactly, or at least close enough. But not today. I feel something, I’m just not sure what it is. It feels different than not feeling anything at all. I feel like there’s a feeling that wants to come forth, but it feels like there’s too much space and it might get lost.
I feel empty. And not in a negative way. I just don’t feel a sort of way about anything today. Perhaps tomorrow I will get refilled—and refueled again.