Wow. Just wow. I received a call from my estranged brother this evening and we patched things up. It was the most amazing call. We had a really good, honest heart-to-heart talk, apologies were made on both sides, tears were shed, and now we can move forward and work to strengthen our relationship.
It felt like the biggest weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I physically feel lighter and brighter. I feel elated. I also feel great because he seems to be in a really good place despite a crap ton of changes he’s making in his life and that gave me peace.
I feel like after yesterday, momentum is beginning to build in my life. Real momentum. And it feels like it starts with one small tiny step or decision to make one small tiny change and then it snowballs from there.
The momentum also feels like it’s humming along in accordance with a new energy that seems to be taking over the planet right now. So many things are moving for so many people in so many incredible directions. It feels good to be in synch with it and helping to keep the current flowing.
I can honestly say I’m looking forward to all the crazy changes that I know are about to take place in my life. It feels good to feel good about what’s on the horizon and to have cleared up some things muddying the past.