Day 1/365: Defrost

Have you ever heard that song “Outside Myself” by k.d. lang? It’s a hauntingly beautiful song. And it’s how I’ve felt (or not felt) for years.

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Day 365/365: thawed

In the depth of winter, I finally learned that there was in me an invincible summer. –Albert Camus My first post started with a reference to a KD Lang song, so it's fitting that I end with a quote that references the title of one of her albums. I love it when #ItAllComesFullCircle When I... Continue Reading →

Day 364/365: alright

Holy shit! I have one more day before this blog culminates. Wow. I did it. I actually did it. I mean I knew I would. Whatever I've committed to I do. It's just weird to see the number that close to the end. And although in the past I was terrible at starting because I... Continue Reading →

Day 363/365: nervous excitement

My stomach has been bothering me for the past two days. It feels like butterflies. Like when you're about to go on stage before a big performance. I recognized today that what I'm feeling is nervous excitement. An incredible opportunity landed in my lap on Monday. Well, actually on Friday, and when I got the... Continue Reading →

Day 362/365: lucid

My wife possesses a degree of brilliance that never ceases to amaze me. It's something otherworldly. Honestly. I'm not just saying that because she's my wife, but that is definitely one of the reasons I fell in love with her and why I am thrilled that I married her. But I digress. What's really helpful though... Continue Reading →

Day 361/365: left out

I've been reading A LOT about this new energy coming in and how it's shifting us, which many people are saying is affecting them profoundly. However, I'm feeling left out, dammit. I'm not experiencing all these tell-tale signs of a shift. I feel like I normally do. Which has me a bit worried because I... Continue Reading →

Day 360/365: full of desire

I finally sat down to dive in deeper to The Desire Map. And I got to the part where I identified my core desired feelings–how I want to feel. And when I tap into that, I can use that to work toward my goals with more clarity. So I distilled/boiled down a crap ton of... Continue Reading →

Day 359/365: Empowered

So Netflix has done a reboot of Queer Eye with a whole new cast so I watched a couple of episodes and I have to say I like it. The group as a whole is very compassionate as is each member. And this go round, they're not just making over straight men. They work with... Continue Reading →

Day 358/365: fragmented

Even though I've been using my Productivity Planner and staying on task, there are A LOT of tasks and I feel fragmented and all over the place. I feel like too many things are competing for my attention and none of it particularly interests me. And the more pieces that enter the puzzle, the more... Continue Reading →

Day 356/365: triggered

So many times throughout the day today I felt triggered. And when I feel triggered, I usually play small (Read: passive-aggressive) or I become incredibly defensive. Neither is a productive use of my voice. But today I used my voice much more productively than I have in the past. My partner was off of work... Continue Reading →

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